im never as good as they want me too be or at least that's how i feel, my dad kind left when i was a kid and re entered my life a few years ago but nothings the same now hes got his own life in california and my mothers in prison and my brothers just gone and i barley see my little siblings because of their douchebag father so nothing i can do seems right, i feel lonely and lost. i guess that's normal though because not everyone has a good life. oh and CPS.